Anonymous asked: Better idea -- you scare your mother so bad that she shoots you; that way, you can ruin your mother's life and mine at the same time. Wink.

Good un’

alyshafromalaska-deactivated201 asked: I absolutely love your tattoo idea. How come in Latin though?

I actually read the term “Resurgam” in Jane Eyre. I loved the ring to it. :)

It will be on my foot. It’ll be a dead tree in all black and on one of the branches it’ll say Resurgam, which means I shall rise again in Latin. 

I want to do it NAO. 

My mother keeps her gun next to her bed. I wonder if I could creep ever so slightly to take it from her, go out into an open field and place the barrel beneath my chin.
No one would know until morning when someone drove by and saw a limp body in the grass. It would be okay. I’d die instantly and everything would be just fine.
I don’t see any reason not to. After all, who needs to live when they feel dead already?